You exit the bus into the wet California evening. The air is heavy with fear and the acrid, unmistakable ring of screaming. Your own eyes, still wide with civilian incredulity, are drawn to the lines of colored yellow footprints on the ground. You're told to stand on them, heels together, feet at 45 degrees. In this instant, your former life ceases. You are no longer a college dropout, a boy, a boyfriend. You are a lowlife recruit.